Analysing…

Looks like we dodged a bullet on the whole “end of the world” business… I guess all the websites dedicated to this day are now obsolete! But I guess we all questioned ourselves the major “what if” questions before the time came. We didn’t fear as such since there are many other stories that did not happen. It’s nice to know what others thought and we probably all treated that day as a normal day in the office… But moving on…
So I’ve been out and about… Drinking and talking… Analysing and thinking… Finalising who I have spent time with… Understanding individuals who don’t make sense to me… It’s fairly certain that although I’ve been under a rock for 6 years, the fact remains the human life has gotten complicated. Troubles… Issues… Forever means nothing to me now. It’s strange! Friends forever? Love forever? We completely over exaggerate our words! Don’t get me wrong because I do the same but because I’ve been bought up in this world, I am part of the system. Following the crowd is not ideal, but realistically, we all follow a line and we just cannot change that fact. Maybe we’re too happy… I cannot understand everyone’s train of thought but I value them. It is a perfect example of unique. Decisions make a person who they are but judging them for that is wrong. There is no right or wrong in this world, it is merely the thought of how they feel at the heat of the moment. I have never hated someone for their judgement but I do get effected by it and questioning another’s judgement isn’t wrong as it is generally a wonder. Where do we stand? We cannot fully understand someone else’s mentality but we can just listen because all us people ever want when we’re in trouble is for someone else to listen. A response is not even necessary. Just sparing time to know that you’re there for them is a big of a gesture already.
I decided to jump back into games a few nights ago and found it rather exhilarating last night. I won in some games but lost in some too. Was an even amount I suppose. But the fact wasn’t because I won that made it good, it was just the fact that I actually dedicated time into turning on my console and play. Speaking of games, I was given a Christmas gift! Resident Evil: Operation Racoon city! I was suppose to get this a while ago but thanks to Kirsty, that’s one off my list. I also went into investing money for a pair of headphones for my Xbox 360. I haven’t tried it just yet but I am going to give Battlefield 3 a shot with them!
For these next few days, I need to come up with a schedule to motivate myself. I need to get back to my projects and play games more. It has all been so slow for me but I have a few New Years resolutions but I need to finalise them! It has not been a great year but I definitely need to improve myself.
Merry Christmas you guys! Hope you are all well and have a great one! Share the experience with people who value you…

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